I just feel so stressed right now. For my conference in November neither of my advisors are going so they had to find a replacement advisor. And so she like emailed me her schedule and stuff and then I've spent the past couple days trying to find a time we can ALL meet and there isn't any time...unless it's like 12 at night which wouldn't go very well.

So apparently, while in the office today, my friend overheard my advisor talking to the replacement advisor. The replacement advisor was like "I don't know what I'm doing and she hasn't talked to me in like a week and blahblahblah" and my advisor was like "She's a very busy person, she might have forgotten to email you back" and she told him, "Well I"m glad YOU'RE here because I wouldn't know what I'm doing otherwise"

Um...excuse me? Like I'm sorry I haven't emailed you back about scheduling when I emailed you on MONDAY. It's not been a week. IT's been a few days. and I'm sorry I'm a very very very very very busy person.

Like I feel bad you know. But considering that she has all night classes and all of us have day classes, it's just hard to find a time to match.

and there isn't one.

Like...it's been since monday....to thursday. I'm sorry it's been like "a week"

But last time I emailed HER she didn't emailed me back for 6 days. So it's not like I'm the only one. You know? Don't do it, and then I do it, and then complain about me doing it.

I just feel like I'm being torn in all directions. I really want a weekend to myself but I don't have one. I just don't . I have stuff EVERY WEEKEND. I want to go home but I can't and I just can't wait for break. I can't wait.

I can't wait for this stinking semester to be over.

My friends keep talking about how they've had multiple breakdowns so far this semester. and I suppose this is mine. I hope I'll start to feel better soon.